Treefrog54 Fri Jan 06, 2012 7:24 pm
Fratal wrote:DEAL WITH IT.
I just finished eating breakfast. While eating I was thinking. Thinking about the way I am compared to others.
And you know what? YOU DEAL WITH IT!!! At least you can do what I wish I was able to do! You should know what that is by now.
You have a normal amount of socialness and social skill. While Spycat has social anxiety problems and still has better social skill then me. And I am the one who wants to be social but I have some problems with being social.
I never talk to anyone like I do here except to my mom and Spycat. Even my friends. They did not get a long talk about my life. That only happened here. I don't know why I began making walls of text here. But if I did not I probably would have left and gone back to my sad unsocial life. Not making the realisations I did making these walls of text that made me learn all kinds of things about myself. If I was not here today I am sure I would be filled with more thoughts compressing my brain than I have ever had because I would not have these extra people to talk to who happen to be all of you.
And also by saying all of this my brain was compressed by a few sad thoughts that made it hard to think as I went on and because of this I probably said something stupid or something but oh well.
felinoel wrote:Ugh, that happened to me when I hit the spawn saver, I fell in a hole while being chased by things and couldn't place blocks anywhere to live and it killed me, much, much sadface...
I was worse. Most of the time I had problems with things like these it's not that I had problems like that. But that most servers with things like buying land also had things like a well organised town with no instructions or very little instruction and people understood every thing perfectly fine despite that. Like they understood every thing even if it was their first time there. Except me. It was like my unsocialness just dragged me down untill I left. And why did I go there? Why to be social of course. And what did I do? Why I left never to come back again of course. In the end it's just a sad trial and error untill I find a good server. Which I thought would never come.
Untill I started coming to Hostail's server and found out that I can be happy there. But those are sad memories of my unsocialness at it's worst.
I had brain compressing thought saying this too. So don't expect what I said here to be exact.