I have only asked for help with personal stuff here once before and I made sure that there was a clear way to respond and that I didn't mind if everyone ignored me, in response I got no hate and only answers from people who thought that what they had to say would make a difference.
The problem with your massive posts is that they ask for no response and really are not problems we can advise on, most of what you have posted are just statements of you whining about life, some of them have been ok but you asked for no defined response. because with out that we have no idea what you are looking for.
also in exchange for this help we ask that you participate in our random conversations about games, anime, etc. It makes it worth it to be in this (small) community which was randomly created. I don't know about others but I enjoy posting and reading the stuff that gets posted here, you on the other hand are just posting problems which aren't defined in any way, what you need is an irl friend to talk to about that stuff.
in the end you may be more stressed than me because I don't stress easily and when i do I forget the stress and focus harder than ever before on correcting what ever was wrong (like you are about to have a car crash).
Maybe you don't take this sond the same way as me but I think it means just chill and keep riding!
also the KAG even was 3 people and a failure... i enjoyed it tho, in the early hours of the morning.